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New Boxes

I bought these two boxes last week, aren't they adorable? What are they for? Hehe, they will be the new home of all my fabrics for handmade crafts!

While listening to Hebe's new album, I started "setting-up" the boxes. Folding here and there, trying to figure out how to "construct" them. It took me some time and effort, coz I'm really not good in doing puzzles. And I was wondering how slow I'm compared to my sis and my dear. These should be a piece of cake for both of them and I believe they could complete in a glimpse!

Once settled, I swept the floor and cleaned the messy corner in my room that was full with boxes and books and many other stuff! And finally after two hours, I managed to tidy it up, and it looks so much better now.

I sometimes feel great and harmony while doing things alone, for example cleaning the room or doing the laundry. They are nothing special, yet I enjoy doing them, sometimes, alone.

I'm satisfied. ^_^

My love and archery

The first post after 5 months of missing in action, is anyone still care if I would ever blog again? Well, it doesn't matter, does it? I blog for myself, I live for myself. (and of course for the people who I love!)

Looking backwards now, I felt like I've again wasted a lot of time and didn't gain much achievement. I admit that I'm foolish and so I always look at the bright side~ XD Even though I've been neglecting my mission, I'm still satisfied with what I've done because there were a lot of memorable moments. What mission you have? Nah, just a very simple one - improve myself everyday even for a little bit so that I will never stay on the same spot for too long. 

Playing with Photoshop again... look at ma tummy!! :D (photo taken by Cheryl)

I joined the archery club in the university and fell in love with it, so so much! Joined a friendly battle between Cyberjaya and Malacca campuses, it was really a great experience. Now it's the new trimester, and I finally get to play it again after 2 months. A junior tournament is coming soon, feel excited yet nervous. Can't play as good as before and there's only one week left for practice, but I will not give up! I love everything about archery but not the sunburn I got from it, I don't like my tanned-skin. T.T Someday, I shall get myself a bow and arrows when I'm getting better! :D

The person who brought me into archery is someone who came into my life few months ago - the little guy in the pic above. I swear that I've never expected myself going out with someone younger than me. >_<" In the end, love is blind and age doesn't matter, at all. Thanks for everything you have taught me so far, I'm happy that things turn out this way. And I'm sorry for hurting you, I know I did... And thank you again for accepting who I am, the way I am. :) You're precious to me!

In another 2 months time, it will be 2011! I should do something to make a beautiful ending and welcome the brand new year! Gambatte~!

Short update

A cat who seems to like me (or the camera) and kept approaching while we're studying the environment at the riverbank. 

Couldn't stand facing the PC without any progress, I went to bed early yesterday at about 11, woke up at 7 in the morning, went jogging alone, wondering how long I could keep this up.

Received an order from team leader in the evening, another submission for the freelance job next week. BURPPPP!!!! I can't run anymore, can I? still in the holiday mood. you can't imagine how fed up I am sitting in front of the PC...

I want to go home this weekend!
so I can bring my younger sis makan-makan once she comes back from NS.
so I can grab the latest Mina magazine.
so I can... go shopping again??

Today feel pretty depressed after discovered my photos during the Kelantan trip are full of noises. CARELESS COULD KILL! it kills my heart this time. so hurt so sad so disappointed. I was so excited to check out my photos because I believed that I had some improvement during the trip. Yet in the end mostly are ruined by my careless. :(
It feels like you have been spending efforts taking very good care of a tree and were happily watching the fruits growing. But in the end, you got dumped from heaven to hell just to notice that the fruits that look good from outside have actually being infected from the inside since the very BEGINNING!!!

Wish I could edit and sort the photos right away and blog about the trip, but job, money and responsibility come first. Will have to leave it until next week (if I could control myself).

Letter for you

I have just wrote a letter to the little boy that I sponsored, but have yet to send it out. It has been years since the last time I wrote a letter to someone. I have an unsightly handwriting now. >_<

What to write to a little boy whose family is suffering from poverty? Showing too much of sympathy would seem too awkward isn't it? So I have been plotting out the content and finally started writing this morning, in KISS form - "keep it short and simple". I used colourful pens so that it doesn't look too formal, and hopefully he will like it.

Now that there is only a sheet of paper. I wonder what else I could add in... perhaps some doodle?

Money matters

Just now I took a walk after the rain and sat by the pool until some crazy residents came around and broke my solitude. This is the swimming pool at Cyberia Clubhouse, the pool that I love the most, despite that I can't swim nor even have a swimsuit. It's much more soothing during night time where the lights are dim and the surrounds are quiet and peaceful. I could spend an hour sitting by the pool, humming songs, paddling the water with my legs and enjoying the gentle breeze. I'm blissful how it could easily ease my pains and worries. Sometimes I do wish I could curl up myself under the water to hide from the world.

Too bad I will not be able to enjoy this privilege after a month or two as I will be moving to the staff apartment. Ah, so sad. It's all because of money matters, it really really does matter.

I believe everyone has their own dreams, beautiful dreams. While most of the time, the main villain that stops them from reaching the dreams is "money", don't you agree? I've been counting my monthly incomes and expenses over and over again. Rental, bills, study loan, personal supplies, parent's need, etc. The conclusion is always the same, merely RM2,000 per month is only sufficient for my "present", it can never secure my "future". The only way out is to get more freelance/part-time jobs.

Oh God, could you generously dump some money down to me? :D

The career talk by Fei from Igloo Digital Arts struck my mind and kind of woke me up. Be it handmade artist, illustrator, photographer or makeup artist, they all couldn't make myself a living for now. So I should focus back on my dream in creating games and animations. I should prove myself some achievement in this field before I reach my thirty. As for the others, I believe it is never too late to pick them up in the future when I wish to slow down my pace. In short, I have sorta clear up some fogs that block my views all these times.

sum - March

Time really does fly. Another month is gone, in a glimpse. So what I've done in this March? Luckily, there are much more things to be shared and recorded compare to February!

It has been a long long while since the last time I did "books-shopping". My thirst of books reached its limit and burst! Moreover, the promotion prices for the members were way too tempting. In the end I bought a tons of books and broke my own records for spending hundreds in a row. All the books are in Chinese, and NONE is relates to my profession. :p

Next, I bought my first ever cosmetic products after reading Kevin's books;
1. KATE liquid foundation
2. KATE pressed powder
3. Majolica Majorca rouge majex
4. K-Palette eyebrow liner (I actually thought it was eye liner T_T)
5. ZA eyes shadow (the colours are too light to me...)

And finally, I get to sponsored a child through World Vision Malaysia. Received the letter containing the child's information last week, he is a little boy from Thailand. :) I could spend hundreds on books, on cosmetics, on myself, every month. So I shouldn't have any excuse not to sponsor at least RM50 per month, to help a child who is living under shadow of poverty, right? I can do it, you can do it! So my friends, when are you going to join the force? Will elaborate on this more next time, wanna create some pressure that makes you feel guilty and take your action immediately!

Thank You

It was such a bad day until I wanted to cry.
Besides not feeling well, a lot of things went wrong.
Luckily my housemates were by my side.
Thank you Sam and Liz, you both saved my life today.

Is this a hint from the God that I shouldn't move away but stay with you?

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不愉快的情绪不断膨胀累计，
为了不让自己失控，
我尽量不与他人交际。
最后导致对任何人都如此冷漠，
连我爱慕的他也不能幸免。
唉。。。T_T

Cute Little Cherry Tomato

I always felt that it was such a waste to spend weekends at home doing nothing, unless you seriously need some rest. And so, today I went shopping alone. My shopping list? make-up products. Yea, it is time for me to get my hands on make-up! Will update about the items i bought soon.

After having "lunch" at about 4pm, I went to the supermarket and got myself this cute healthy fruit - cherry tomato! I only bought 2 packs as I thought it would be sufficient for one week... But, I have already finished up half pack of it just now in few minutes. I like its taste too much that I can't resist!

sum - February

This February was indeed a very short month that flew by too fast. Frankly it was an unproductive month that I can't list out any achievement. Anyway, there were some memorable incidents though, birthday surprises from my dear, my brother's buddy and colleagues; and CNY gathering which let me eat and sleep and play at ease until I gained so much weight in such a short week time. (Nuuuuuuuu... it's pretty horrible that I can no longer fit into my pants D;)

Besides, our mother earth has been emo-ing as we human being are taking her for granted. The weather here was extremely hot that my bed was being "cooked" during daytime, and it "keeps warm" until nightime. It is so uncomfortable to sleep on so I just hug my pillow and curl up on the hard cold floor. I guess that was how I defeated and fell sick. (It seems like a lot more people are getting sick, so please do take very good care of yourself!!)

FYI, my works are finally piling up, it's a lag back due to the CNY holiday. aaaaa but I feel so tired to face them now with such weak body... I wish I could have more rest and sleep. (T___T) I wonder why 7 hours sleep per day is never enough for me... Could it be the result of stubbornly being night owl for the pass few years? Well, I'm old.

ラブシャッフル (Love Shuffle)

Dear all, perhaps I've been blogging too actively lately which gives you trouble in following up. But sharing is caring, I should not keep these wonderful stuff for myself right? :P

So the good news of today is my 1st character is finally settled and accepted by the client which lured me to take a break tonight and unsealed my laziness and switched on my long-awaited-drama-fever and ended up staying in front of the computer for 3 hours continuously since dinner. (Yes you have to read it without a single pause.)

And here, I introduce you the J-drama - Love Shuffle. I'm not good in giving comment and rating, so click here if you are interested. What I like about the drama is that, at some points, it could make you burst into laughter with your hands clapping or even strike the table and shout bravo. Oh and one of the essential elements, the hot guys and cute girls. :D

To be honest, I've been carried away by all those Korea dramas full of pretty girls and boys for quite a long while. There was once I felt that I'm getting farther and farther away from my beloved Japan. *is stabbed*

Thanks to Love Shuffle, I believe that my loyalty is still not so wavered yet.

やっぱり日本のドラマは最高だったね。

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最近は本当に熱いだよね？

How do you do?

It was my birthday, there isn't any big celebration or so because I'm not a sociable person. But I met up with my dear friend SiaoWei. As always, you are so good to me, and you never forget about my birthday. Thank you very much for the lovely present and the meal.

I was really glad to hear that you found a job that you like and I truly admire your courage! However, I felt sad at the same time to know that we will be apart soon, very very soon. Promise me my dear, please take good care of yourself there. I wish you to be blessed with health, happiness, and true friendship there, so you will never be alone. Be keep in touch ok?

I will miss you, very very much! muackz! :)

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There goes the 1st month of 2010. How are u all doing? I hope it is a greater year for each and every of us.

Well for me, it is a good start, and I believe it'd be the most interesting year I've ever had. While I'm no longer a student, I don't need to spend all days and nights on my assignments, stressing out always just to score better for my results. Instead, I work in the daytime and have the full freedom to utilize my nighttime now. Gosh I really love my live now.

To list out a few things that I've achieved so far,
1. I draw more now, and have joined 2 contests.
2. I mended my own clothes, and have bought some fabrics for future plans.
3. I tried to play with paper clay, though it is a failure.
4. I read more now, not books, but the blogs by awesome artists.
5. I read about fashion magazine, which makes me spend more haha.
6. I take some freelance jobs that earn me extra income, experience, and better portfolio.


My wishes for 2010?
1. Live happily and healthily with my family and friends.
2. To figure out what I really want in my life.
3. To meet my sparkling prince! :D